Every muscle in my body hurt. It was hard to breathe. I was cold, wet, and bleeding laying face down in the dirt. I couldn't stand up because of the barbed wire running across my back. My elbows were cut from the gravel I'd been crawling through for what felt like eternity. The inside of my mouth was chalky and I could feel the grit of dirt between my teeth that had been kicked in my face my the person in front of me. "I can't do this anymore".